In my personal experience, eating is a lot worse than not eating.

I am not fond of this eating business anymore. It does not bring joy. I don’t feel like doing anything.

In the near future, I’ll review what exactly happens on a 14 day fast, but I can tell you right now the absolute worst part of it is eating again.

Now I know how Lucifer felt when Saint Michael cast him out of Heaven.

And yes, dear sirs, I did all of the procedures. I drank juice and ate disgusting vegetable soup with bone broth. The bone broth is fine, by the way, but vegetable soup is not cool at all, and it is my enemy. Also, fruit juice: never again. Nothing with sugar ever again ever in my life. Terrible.

I had several important revelations during the fast, but after the juice and vegetables, I think I forgot all of it other than that I do think Macron’s wife is a female.

Also, the only thing that matters to me is that every top podcast now talks about Jews and Israel controlling America all the time and no one is stopping them. I was born 10 years too early, apparently, because I’m not allowed to be involved. Kinda stings, but the joy overwhelms the sting.

I do not feel like going to the gym at all. But I will. I feel like drinking a fifth of vodka. But I won’t.

I don’t know what my posting schedule is going to be. I don’t think I’m posting anything else today or tomorrow.

Here are some old memes.

Previously: Tfw No One Told You Peasants are Peasants

People don’t want to hear the word “peasant,” as if it is some kind of nasty pejorative. What word are you supposed to use for the masses of people who make decisions based on something other than reality-based information?

What do you call people who believe that “trans kids deserve dignity” or that Trump is going to do mass deportations with an app? What word would you prefer I use?

They are peasants. That’s what they’re called. That’s what they’ve always been called. It is a group of people, the mass of people, who have simple drives and are not capable of complex critical or analytical thought.

For the record, I am Irish. I do not have patrician sensibilities. I am into grilled cheese, sex tourism, and jet skis. I listen to AC/DC. I support violence on principle, even if it serves no purpose. If black people are fighting outside a strip club for literally no reason, I start hooting.

I have taken professionally administered IQ tests, so I know where I sit, but I am a very humble man, and I don’t think I’m better than anyone (except Indians). I am not passing judgement. I am not insulting the peasantry, and in fact, I believe more capable people have a duty to protect them and provide them with lives of dignity. People who have an emotional response to the use of the word “peasant” are just emotional peasants.

But the peasantry exists. The majority of people cannot be reached with reality-based information, and must instead be appealed to with emotional materials.

You are not going to somehow convince the 90% of the population that has no interest in facts to look at the facts and make decisions based on the facts, and the people still trying to do that are actually insane. The only thing you could sway them with is an emotional appeal (which was the original goal of the Daily Stormer before the censorship made it impossible for it to reach anyone who wasn’t looking for it).

“Liberté, égalité, fraternité” failed. Actually, it’s the worst failure ever.

If you could have a discussion about the Jews, lay out all of the facts without irate lunatics screaming emotional slogans at you and claiming you are metaphysically evil for examining data, all of those capable of reality-based thinking would say “yeah, you’re right, we’re going to have to do something about these people.” Instead, we have a situation in this country where it is possible for Jews to make the argument that they are both the wealthiest and most powerful group in the world and also the most oppressed, and, from there, that they are being oppressed by Gazan infants and their only recourse is to burn them alive. And people take this seriously. Who takes it seriously? Only the peasants. No one engaged in reality-based thinking would take something like this seriously; it is drooling retard nonsense. But the Jews are able to charge it up with emotion, and the peasants will slurp it down like a delicious chocolate milkshake in the parking lot of UDF.

The issue is genetic. That is a demonstrable fact. Intelligent people have intelligent children and intelligent people tend to marry one another.

We have now had 150 years of democracy, this attempt to raise the peasants out of the dredges and up into the realm of the enlightened, and there has thus far been zero progress. It is less than zero progress. Far from the advent of the middle class raising the peasantry into the ranks of the enlightened patrician, the peasants are getting dumber the more pampered they are.

It’s like the old saying goes: “Give a peasant a fish and he’ll eat it. Give a peasant a boat and he’ll go to some filthy manmade lake and drive it around in circles while wasted on Coors Light.”

I should add that I think social mobility and meritocracy are fundamental goods, especially in comparison to an exclusively blood-based class system. This is something closer to what many of the Founding Fathers were pushing for, which is why they formed a democratic republic, but limited who was allowed to vote, explicitly preventing the enfranchisement of the peasantry while also providing a clear ladder for those born into the peasantry to climb their way out. This is significantly better than the ancient aristocratic system, but the ancient aristocratic system is infinitely better than universal suffrage. Universal suffrage democracy has failed, and maybe the system of the Founding Fathers was always going to devolve into this, which would mean that the historic aristocratic system is the only viable option.

Imagine if you had a 150-year-long program to teach dogs how to talk, and there were still no talking dogs, and the primary issue of discussion in society was how we needed more money to develop more advanced methods for teaching dogs how to talk.

This isn’t reasonable. In fact, it is pathological.

Mitch McConnell, as well as many others among the most powerful in government, often have approval ratings below 20%. Some of these “woke” policies that were forced down everyone’s throats by the government and media had less than 10% popular support. The will of the people is not being represented, because the masses of people are incapable of engaging the system in the way that supporters of democracy imagine they should be able to engage it. What you end up with, in a democracy, is a minority of people controlling the majority of people and enforcing their will on them. That is, the same thing you had in an aristocracy. It’s just that in an aristocracy, the elite typically felt some kind of compassion for the peasantry, and further, everyone knew who was in charge, and if the elite got out of control, the peasantry knew who to riot against, whose heads to put on stakes. So in an authoritarian system, there is an actual, working system of checks and balances.

In a modern universal suffrage democracy, no one has any idea who is responsible for anything. Further, if leaders are so hated that they are forced to resign, they are very easily replaced by people bought and paid for by the exact same interests. New leaders can just be slotted in, while the people behind the scenes, who actually run the mechanism of state, remain unchanged.

Democracy is the worst system imaginable, and it will always devolve into the most aggressive form of tyranny, which is what has happened in the modern West. The peasantry obviously does not like the situation, but they have no recourse, and if they complain, they are told to vote. But the system of voting is completely controlled by emotional appeals, perfected in a laboratory setting by the financial interests that own the politicians.

There is no way to fix the system. At this point, the only plausible solution to the Western empire is for the empire to overextend, to collapse internally, and to be replaced with some form of despotism. That is not ideal, obviously. But there is no other path out of this corner we’ve been boxed into by democracy.

This is all very obvious. I am not saying anything here that is not right in front of everyone’s faces. The problem is that people who should know better – smart people – have a religious devotion to the concept of universal suffrage democracy, because they have a mystical belief in the nobility of the peasantry. Peasants are not nobles. If they were nobles, they would be called “nobles” and not “peasants.”

When I see people who believe in democracy lamenting that the peasants don’t care about the facts, it makes me sick. They appear to be insane. I used Caitlin Johnstone as an example of someone doing this because she came across my feed doing this. I didn’t mean to target her specifically, and I do generally appreciate her work. But I would challenge her or anyone else who believes in democracy to a debate on how exactly you are going to convince the 90ish percent of the population that has no interest in facts to be concerned about facts.

I know Johnstone bans anyone who uses the word “Jew” in her comments section, so I’d be happy to put it in writing that I will only speak of “Zionists” during our debate, and never say the word “Jew.” This issue is only tangentially related to the Jews anyway. It’s a question of human nature, which existed long before Jews took over Western civilization. It just so happens that the situation was very good for the Jews, as they are the ultimate experts at manipulating the peasantry.

Sam Rockwell had a surprise cameo in White Lotus this week. The clip above is one of the funniest things I’ve ever seen, but the funniness was outweighed by how shocked I was at how good this guy looks. I said “he’s gotta be 52, and he looks like that?” I looked it up and that nigga be 56 years old.

I understand of course that movie stars have access to all sorts of health things, but frankly, I’m not really convinced that much of this is out of the reach of a normal middle class person. It’s possible he’s had plastic surgery, but if he did it was just a neck lift, which is not something that carries risk of turning into a monster, and it isn’t very expensive either.

He could also be on TRT, I can’t really tell without seeing him with his shirt off. (He’s wearing a tightish t-shirt and doesn’t have indications that he’s on any kind of serious dose if he is on it.)

But most of the reasons a man is going to look like that at 56 is simply that he’s taken care of himself, primarily through diet and fitness. I’ve really been thinking a lot about this lately, what with my fast. I broke my fast today with some juice and a disgusting overcooked vegetable soup. (I read a whole lot about refeeding syndrome, and I’m following all of the protocols.)

I’ve more or less completely stopped smoking in favor of Zyn. (I’m not quitting nicotine, it’s just not worth it, no matter what the benefits are. I’ve done it before. It’s not worth it. But it’s the smoke that’s the health issue, not the nicotine. Even RFK does Zyn.)

I’m also going to continue an “alcohol fast” for the rest of Lent, and just see how that goes. I might stop drinking so much. I am not joining the AA cult, which I think is evil and just destroys people’s lives, but I might well become a “bottle of wine with dinner a couple times a week” type of guy. I’m not committing to that. Alcohol has been a big part of my life since I was a teenager, and it’s been a big part of my work for the last 12 years. In some ways, it is my best friend, and I don’t think we should abandon our friends. But it’s something I’m seriously considering cutting back on significantly.

I’m also not doing any more bodybuilding at all. A couple years ago, I could have actually competed for squat champ. I was only 73 kilos, so I’m not saying I’d have the highest squat, but my body weight to squat weight was pretty incredible. I obviously lost about .5 kg (1 pound) a day during the fast, so I’m going to gain some weight back, but I think I’m going to seriously analyze what I want my weight to be, and it should probably be lower than 73. I still think strength training is very good, but I’ve decided it’s really unhealthy to increase your weight in order to increase your strength.

A good portion of the readership are millennials, now staring down middle age, and I think we should all be looking at the disgusting bulbous boomers and realizing that we don’t have to become that. We can have dignity and look good well into middle age, if we so choose. People did this all throughout history, so we shouldn’t look at the fact that boomers are the old people we are looking at and assume that we are just going to become disgusting blobs of goo like they did. We can be strong and healthy into our fifties and beyond if we make good and responsible decisions.

White Lotus 3

This might be the worst season of White Lotus, even though it has my favorite actor, Walton Goggins. But even if it is the worst season, it is still so much better than anything else created in the last decade. And it might not be the worst. I need to see how the ending unfolds to really make any kind of judgement on it. I think I reviewed the first two seasons on here, and I will do it again for this season, but not until it’s over.

With shows I want to watch (which is very rare these days), I usually wait until it is over before I start watching it, so I can watch one episode a day or whatever. But I was excited about White Lotus (especially because I know all these locations in Thailand), and started the “episode per week” thing. I don’t think this is the way the show is meant to be watched and it is probably giving me a worse impression than I would have watching it all together. Waiting a week for a setup episode can leave a bad taste in your mouth.

Maybe, it necessarily has to be the worst season, because Tanya is dead. But I don’t think it is bad at all, and I think the fact I don’t really even have an indication of who is going to die is an indicator of quality. Obviously, we all make guesses when watching the show, but I can go through all of the options and I don’t see any as more likely than any of the others.

Anyway, I’ll post a real review when it’s over in a couple weeks.

We’re back full in action. These rambling insane articles I’m writing are fantastic and anyone who doesn’t think so is a gay retard.

This is the last day of my fast. Day 14, nikka.

Next time I’m doing 20 days and I’m not going to talk about it because in the Bible it says you’re not supposed to brag about these things. But although I am bragging, it was important to me also to document the event. I think people should know that this is really not that big of a deal, anyone can do it, and it makes you feel great.

Anyway, these memes are old. We’ve got stuff from Kanye’s most recent antisemitism breakdown which was like, six weeks ago. And ironically flavored cigarettes, which I think is from like, 2011. If people want new memes, they’re going to have to donate. I don’t think there is any reason to donate less just because the site format changed. You’re still getting interesting content, right?

Right?

It will obviously change some when I’m not two weeks without food. Not sure how. We’ll see.

Anyway, memes.

Editor’s Pick of the Week:

Runner-Up:

The Primo collection:

Well, it’s Sunday, and I am on Day 11 of an 8 day complete water fast (with some coffee and Zyn, though minimal). My muscles are atrophying, but it doesn’t matter, that will come back before the fat I’ve lost. I’ve lost all the fat. I didn’t really have a lot. I don’t look like an Auschwitz “victim” yet. I also feel slightly confused and dizzy. I heard this Chinaman who is a pro-faster saying that Vietnam soldiers locked up by the Viet Cong were denied food but for some reason given a bunch of books and they were tearing through them and becoming geniuses, learning new languages in mere days. I haven’t ever looked up the book he cited. But I don’t feel like I could learn anything. I wouldn’t even go for a walk at this point.

But I do feel great. Really. All that stuff above makes it sound like I wouldn’t feel good, but I feel totally fantastic.

I’ve decided to push it until 14 days. Nice even number. So I’m almost through. It’s an accomplishment, if nothing else. But after no bowel action, save for the occasional expulsion of bile (the body keeps producing bile, so it just excretes like a small amount of diarrhea, but it’s just a clear though slightly brownish liquid), I’ve been excreting some kind of black ooze over the last two days. I think all of those new age lunatics might be right, and I’m expelling toxins. So I think these last three days are going to be highly beneficial.

For the record, I’ve seen nothing that looks like worms or any other parasites. Honestly, I think the whole parasite theory went a bit overboard. I think it is real, and I think gays and any heterosexuals engaging in “anal sex” (it’s not sex) probably are crawling with them, and probably a fair amount of people who eat processed food have them, but logically, if you’re healthy (i.e., not eating processed food), a parasite is going to be attacked and killed like any other invader in your body.

The issue with “toxins” is that many are non-organic matter that your body doesn’t know what to do with. Like, there are all kinds of people who were in war or violent incidents who have pieces of shrapnel in their bodies for their whole lives. The body doesn’t try to break that down because it doesn’t recognize it as invasive. There are organic toxins, but heavy metals, PFAS, pesticides/herbicides, VOCs, and various other sorts, mostly petrochemical based, confuse the body. Don’t get me wrong, these will be eliminated naturally without an 11 day fast, to some extent, but they can build up in tissue in ways that organic toxins really can’t (unless you’re constantly consuming them, i.e., if you are a processed food eater).

When you’re fasting at length, you’re literally just eliminating whatever is around, with the body starving, attempting to go through all of the systems and find things that can be broken down and stripped for molecular materials.

I’m not going to church today. I could well be arrested on the train for public drunkenness, the way I’ve been stumbling around. But I am praying and contemplating spiritual issues.

You know, we’re not supposed to be listening to secular music during Lent. I thought about that when I posted that bizarre Jason Isbell review yesterday. He did mention God pulling him out of the grave his whore wife buried him in in the song I wanted to highlight but I don’t think that really counts.

So today I’m just listening to the Doobie Brothers’ Jesus is Just Alright with Me on repeat.

Nb4 “that is still secular music driven by salacious negro voodoo beats.” I know that bro. Please. Please, never say obvious things to me, under any circumstances, ever.

Best I can do is Elvis gospel collection.

I don’t believe Jesus or His Holy Mother could possibly take issue with that.

Unlike the Doobie Brothers, Elvis explicitly excluded vulgar negro jungle rhythms from his gospel music, even whilst he was a master of such rhythms.

I wish Elvis would have been saved by Jesus like he says in these songs. But women, man. They’ll get you. Priscilla was literally the whore Eve, and when she got Elvis kicked out of the Garden all the trees were sprouting delicious narcotic pills. That is the literal analogy.

May Christ have mercy on his soul.

I’ve said it six million times: everything would be perfect in this country if when Richard Nixon resigned he would have simply said: “Under one condition… that Elvis Presley be crowned the Absolute Monarch of America.”

Anyway, I wanted to do a spiritual sermon today, for the enrichment of the reader, and address a core issue of importance. Maybe the most important issue, beyond the nature of Christ’s sacrifice, which is the meaning of prayer.

Why do we pray?

Reddit faggots will often say “so why does an all powerful God need people to worship Him? Huh?” Obviously, the answer is that he does not need that. It’s not a particularly difficult question. The reason we worship is for ourselves, to purify our souls, and to bring us closer to the light of God. We worship Him out of thankfulness for making us in His image and for instilling a piece of his divinity within us, and we worship him to strengthen that piece of His divinity that lives within us.

But prayer is about much more than worship, even while, fundamentally, all prayer is a form of worship. We pray thankfulness, we pray forgiveness, and we pray supplication. Probably, most of it is the latter, because we are only human. And asking for protection for our friends and family, for guidance for our leaders, for protection from our enemies, is not selfish.

But there are selfish prayers. Or, “prayers.” I don’t think they are actually prayers. But they are very popular among Protestants. Many Protestants teach that you can pray and get rich. This is insane and an abomination. Prayers for guidance, prayers for strength, these are supplication, but they are not asking for material things.

You can ask for material blessings, but it must be humble, and framed correctly. Maybe you want a wife. This should be something along the lines of “Lord, if it please thee, send me a wife, and if it doesn’t please thee, give me the strength to live without one.”

There was a phenomenon, primarily among Protestants, of imagining that God is talking to them. George W. Bush used to claim that God was talking to him. Powerful people who make this claim are just cynical charlatans, exploiting the stupidity and gullibility of the peasantry. But if someone actually believes that is happening, they are insane and psychopathic. God is not talking to you. That is not something that happens.

Even in the Bible, when it talks about God talking to the prophets, it doesn’t mean it literally, save for in a very few cases, such as Moses and the burning bush. In general, the prophets were extremely wise and enlightened, and therefore existed in balance with the will of God and therefore understand his purposes. In some cases, they were spoken to in dreams.

But in general, we should understand that although Christianity is a religion that includes miracles, some of them fundamental, in general, it is not a religion of magic, the defiance of the laws of physics. Miracles, as they exist in the world today, generally involve statistical impossibility. But that isn’t really magic, because probability is not a science.

If you’ve ever been to a casino, you’ve seen someone “hot,” just totally violating the understanding we have of random chance. Being hot at the craps table is not a miracle from Heaven, but it is something we can look at and see that probability is not actually random.

It’s actually a scientific mystery, as random number generators prove.

From the Algorithm Design Manual:

Unfortunately, generating random numbers looks a lot easier than it really is. Indeed, it is fundamentally impossible to produce truly random numbers on any deterministic device. Von Neumann [Neu63] said it best: “Anyone who considers arithmetical methods of producing random digits is, of course, in a state of sin.” The best we can hope for are pseudo-random numbers, a stream of numbers that appear as if they were generated randomly.

There is a lot of weird information about RNG machines producing patterns constantly, which you can also look into if you’re interested.

So, the type of miracle you will experience, and the type of answer you get to a prayer in the real world, is going to be based on events happening that appear to be statistically impossible. If you are praying for a wife, you get into a car accident that is completely not your fault based on a faulty traffic light, get out to speak to the person you crashed into, and you end up marrying her. Things like this happen all the time, or they used to, when we were a religious society. Because we are not a religious society, we are mostly just floating through a meaningless void of random horrors, like we’re all trapped in an endless Cormac McCarthy novel.

Everything that happens is the Will of God, and anything can happen. So then what is the most important thing we should ask for from God?

It’s what King Solomon asked for: wisdom.

Wisdom gives us the ability to understand the meaning of the events that happen in our lives, and to respond to them in a way that serves God (and therefore ourselves and everyone else on earth).

Of course, we should always do the right and moral thing, which we all know. We should not steal or fornicate, or lie or trick people, and so on. We should not become fat. But most decisions we make in life are not explicitly moral decisions. If we go back to the example of wanting a wife (which seems to be a pretty relevant issue among the Daily Stormer readership), whether or not to pursue a specific woman is not a moral decision. Unless you’re already married (or she is), there is no moral content to the question of whether or not you should be going after her. Answering that question would require wisdom.

Obviously, wisdom is linked to understanding. If the woman has blue hair and piercings and is manic and deranged, you should have an understanding that this is not worth pursuing, regardless of what your dick may be telling you. You’re not going to marry her, so you’re thinking about fornication, and then she will likely ruin your life. And even if she doesn’t, nothing of value will have been gained, and you will have committed a mortal sin you will have to confess and repent of. That is all just obvious.

But wisdom also relates to intuition, which we all have, and which we all know we have. Sometimes, something just feels right or wrong. Sometimes, you can have a sense of certainty that something is right, even though you have no logical reason to believe that, necessarily. Of course, that sense could be coming from your own ego, and be completely meaningless. However, if you pray for wisdom, it is my strong belief – and in fact, I will just say it is a fact – that your sense of intuition is going to become much more fine tuned, as you will be more connected with the spirit of God within you, and guided to make correct decisions, through this intuitive sense.

I have often mentioned Rupert Sheldrake, and I think everyone needs to read him and look at the data he has compiled on human intuition and other “psychic” phenomenon. The masterwork probably (or at least my favorite) is “Dogs That Know When Their Owners are Coming Home.” He has all these studies that demonstrate that psychic phenomena absolutely do exist.

Here he is commenting on the titular dogs:

There are also human studies that are equally scientific and equally impeccable in their methodology and could be repeated by anyone. No one wants to try to repeat them, because science is literally fake. If telepathy exists, it disproves the entire theology of nihilistic atheism that is the reigning doctrine of our Jew-riddled society. People call it a “Jewocracy,” but you could call it an “Atheist Theocracy.”

Because so few scientists want to examine these phenomena, the data is limited, but Sheldrake has put enough out there to make it undeniable that it is real and anyone who says it isn’t is just a lying kike.

What I assert is that this psychic world is the spiritual world, and that we are all fundamentally connected to it, and the strength of our connection to it is based on our connection to God. Sheldrake is an Anglican, but he’s also a bit obsessed with keeping his work in the realm of science. What I would like to see is some of the psychic tests done on highly religious people against atheists, and see how the psychic abilities of the two groups compare. I already know what the answer would be, but I would love to see the studies performed. But he doesn’t want to be dismissed as a religious kook, so he is mostly private about his religious beliefs, at least in relation to his work.

But I will tell you, dear brother, as a matter of fact, if you engage in regular prayer and other spiritual practices, regular church attendance, confession, the Eucharist, and now I’m full-in on fasting (though you don’t have to go two weeks), you will gain wisdom and that will include a more refined ability to intuitively understand situations through these “psychic” abilities that we all have.

Finally, I just want to say: what you want might be the same as what God wants for you, but a lot of times it’s not going to be. Obviously, God is right, and you are wrong. Wisdom should allow you to line these things up, to make it so you want what God wants for you, because you understand He wants what’s best for you, and He is going to guide you to that, and take care of you on the way.

He is Risen.

Note: This is the second article of the day and the first one is better. Probably. We might be doing second articles now. But get used to scrolling for second or – perhaps – even third articles. I was bored and exhausted, but I’m getting a vibe with this new format. As always, if you don’t like it, you are welcome to not read or to kill yourself. But I’m digging it and feel like it’s going somewhere good. 

I would probably just use Spotify like everyone else. But in 2017, I was banned from using Visa/Mastercard for the rest of my life because I made a joke about an obese woman who had a heart attack after a car accident. So I can’t use that type of service.

I use some Russian torrent sites for music for the most part, but Brave‘s adblock works well on YouTube (I’ve literally never seen an ad, and I’ve never installed any extra addons), so I will sometimes use YouTube to check out various things. The sound quality on YouTube for anything uploaded in the last like, ten years, is as good as FLAC.

The Indians are ruining this formerly normal behavior which I had never thought much about, as they are ruining everything on the internet I have done for years without ever thinking much about. Somehow, Indians are going into playlists, and inserting AI marketing propaganda spam.

Jason Isbell got divorce raped, an event approximately as surprising as leaves on a tree, and recorded a solo acoustic album, so naturally I wanted to listen to the whole thing, and it was new and the Russians weren’t seeding it enough, so I go on the YouTube playlist:

This has been happening for months or more. Sometimes I put on a playlist, then I’m doing something, and an Indian AI ad comes on, and I have to walk over and turn it off. They are making the service completely unusable, in the same way they’ve made Twitter’s news feed unusable, the same way that they’ve made the American telephony system unusable. This country is an international terrorist state. This is terrorism. It is a base for spam and scams, and they are spreading it through every electronic means.

The fucking kikes are whining about Russia and China. What did these countries do? Has anyone even said? The worst thing a Russian has ever done to me is overcharge for a blowjob, and a Chinese person has never done anything to me. It’s conceivable they’ve fed me a domestic animal at some point, but I don’t know that, and if it did happen it was delicious, so what difference could it possibly make?

Indians are literally ruining everyone’s lives. Things that you would never even imagine someone ruining are being ruined by Indians. The fact that these people are scamming elderly Americans out of life savings on an industrial scale should be considered an act of war. It is an act of war. What else do you call it?

The other day, I had a guest, and we were drinking coffee and discussing very serious and important matters. I had put on David Crosby’s If I Could Only Remember My Name as a YouTube playlist because it was easier than grabbing the hard drive with the album on it and I was certain this was the correct mood for our discussion. All of a sudden, right in the middle of a thought I was expressing which could have been as important as anything anyone has ever said to someone else, the music stops and some AI voice comes on talking about “what is investment?”

I will say this with 100% truthfulness, not exaggerating in any way whatsoever: I was more angry than if I would have heard someone screaming “Allah Akbar” and looked out the window to see pressure cooker bombs blowing people’s limbs off. I can’t remember anything in my life that has ever made me this angry. I’m against getting angry. I really try not to do it, ever. (I’ve written about my anti-angry views extensively; perhaps we will return to this theme in the near future, we seem to be theming it up these days.) But this Indian AI ad in the middle of my incomprehensibly consequential conversation, interrupting the noble Mr. Crosby, it was such an invasion of my personal life, of my mind, of my space and things that belong to me. It was a soul attack. This is what it must feel like to be forcibly sodomized, though I imagine that is not nearly as bad.

The conversation ended, and I got up to turn off the ad, and started screaming that the entirety of India should be nuked, that every person in the country should be exterminated. I had never had this thought before. My guest asked if this extermination would include the children, and I said that it would necessarily need to because they will just grow up to rip off innocent grandmas, spam Twitter with pro-Israel fake news, and violate the sanctity of David Crosby’s masterpieces. My guest considered and agreed with me that the extermination would indeed have to include the children.

All of them. Every last Indian.

This has gone too far and it is getting worse by the hour.

What is amazing to me is that no one is talking about it. You can’t answer your phone with an unknown number anymore. It used to be that if an unknown number was calling your phone, it could be a business contact, or a social acquaintance, who has gotten your number from someone else. Now, there is a 97% chance it is a fucking Indian scammer. They have literally destroyed the entire telephony infrastructure of the United States.

And these people are talking about China. What did the Chinese do? Can someone tell me? They annexed a remote Filipino fishing zone? What in the fuck does that have to do with me and my life? Please list your personal concerns in order of importance, and tell me when you get to contested fishing waters in the South China Sea. Then list how many times in your week your life is invaded by some kind of Indian behavior.

If these war-obsessed lunatics like Marco Rubio were saying we should exterminate Indians, I would be fully backing whatever mindless jingoism they want to shove down everyone’s throats. Instead they’re talking about theoretical communistic infringement on the vibrancy of gay sex clubs in Taipei.

I can’t take it.

This Jason Isbell Album

This was originally about me trying to listen to the new Jason Isbell album, a solo post-divorce reflective piece.

Poor Jason.

I’ve followed him since I was a teenager, when he was in the Drive-By Truckers. As a goofy fat kid, he first played on Southern Rock Opera, but didn’t sing. Then on Decoration Day, he had the title track. This was a story of a southern Hatfields and McCoys type thing. It’s based on a true story. Decoration Day is of course a day when Southerners honor (or maybe they don’t anymore) the Civil War dead.

He also had Outfit, which was an ode to his weak and simple but loving and earnest father, which he has said was about real things his father told him.

He was only young when he wrote it and though it’s not the best song ever, there is a serious soul to it. I love the imagery of some Alabama painter from Appalachia being told by his son he’s going to become a musician and telling him “don’t tell ’em you’re bigger than Jesus.”

Shoutout to Mark David Chapman, btw. Freaking legend.

Jason was in the Truckers for a while, recording some good stuff, and in 2007 left the band and became a kind of Poet Laureate of Appalachia (I’m sure I’m not the first person to use that line, just to be clear). He was really the only voice talking about the issues of the poverty stricken whites of that region, and doing it a way that was hip enough that people in New York and Seattle were interested in hearing what he had to say. It was a great service. The themes were not limited to Southern/Appalachian issues, but a lot of them addressed the issues of poverty, and the way that the wars those boys were sent off to affected them, the issues they dealt with involving substance abuse and the removal of the jobs.

I’m not going to do a full review of his discography. I think all of the albums recorded between his departure from the Truckers and his marriage are worth listening to. I don’t like love songs, because I’m not 13 years old, and yet that is what most music is now. Jason’s songs are about people and stories, his hero being John Prine. Like all good poetry, they create images in your mind that stay with you. And there is a beautiful hillbillyism to it, which is unique. This combination of intelligence and rural sensibilities.

From “Alabama Pines,” the highlight of the last album before the nightmare wife era and the end of the fat drunk era:

Well, I moved into this room
If you could call it that, a week ago
I never do what I’m supposed to do
Hardly even know my name anymore
When no one calls it out, it kinda vanishes away

I can’t get to sleep at night
The parking lot’s so loud and bright
The A/C hasn’t worked in twenty years
Probably never made a single person cold
But I can’t say the same for me, I’ve done it many times

Somebody take me home
Through those Alabama pines

You can’t drive through Talladega
On a weekend in October
Just head up north to Jacksonville, cut around and over
Watch your speed in Boiling Springs
They ain’t got a thing to do, they’ll get you every time

It’s not a song about him, but about a Southern man, lost.

The same year that was released, a female violinist, Amanda Shires, who had played on the album, staged an alcoholism “intervention” against him, which was in fact a coup to take over his music operation by seducing him by playing a mother type figure saving him from himself.

(To be fair, he did stop drinking and stopped being fat. Though I don’t think we should credit this vampire woman for that.)

She did take over. She married him and then became a permanent fixture of the band and moved them from Alabama to Nashville, where they began making machine music which no longer had much at all to do with Southern issues. To be fair, the albums did get progressively worse. But even the first one, Southeastern, was not great. Not great. The only song that is even really notable to me from the whole era was “Cumberland Gap,” which was a throwback to the pre-Shires era, almost as if even letting him record the song was a little treat given to him, like a mommy gives to a good boy.

He talks about the coal industry shutdown destroying his people’s lives, and it is generally going to assume that mommy Amanda wouldn’t let him say such a thing because of global warming (more important that the lives of everyone in Appalachia, obviously).

The album version is overproduced by Nashville parasites, but here’s a live version.

There were some catchy high-production poppy songs from those albums, where you might say “eh, it’s alright,” but I can’t remember any of them. The whole thing with Jason Isbell was about being the Southern poet. It was vibes. Making him into a machine rock musician producing poppy rock songs that are maybe “cool” enough to get pimped up on KEXP or Tiny Desk killed the entire point of Jason Isbell.

Towards the end, he was not only not doing songs about the South, he was singing about gun control and Black Lives Matter. Literally. This is what women will do to you if you allow it.

So, as every reader of the Daily Stormer would expect (apparently average men do not expect this, though I cannot grasp why), Shires divorce-raped Jason. The divorce was finalized in December 2023, and this month he released his first post-mommy album, which I was naturally excited about (which is why the Indian scam invasion triggered me to write this in the first place – I was peacefully listening when they attacked).

So, “Foxes in the Snow” is not as good as I’d hoped lyrically. But it is definitely and absolutely and completely a return to form after having been mangled by this vile star-fucker trollop. There is nothing political on it. And the music itself is absolutely spitting in the face of the Amanda Shires “let’s be a poppy rock band” thing that was happening. The whole thing is just him and his guitar, and the guitar is excellent. It’s in a lot of ways a John Prine tribute album, and the guitar work is absolutely on par with Prine.

You can see the fingerwork here.

But the live version sounds the same as the album version because some faggot nerd in Nashville isn’t mutilating it with some iMac app.

The above song, as well as many other songs on the album, are about Southern people. Listening, I wondered if he wrote most of these songs during the marriage and his wife wouldn’t let him record them. “Sorry honey, it’s time to sing a song about tranny bathroom rights!”

The songs about the divorce are not really what I would have liked to have heard. I would have appreciated some Slim Shady LP energy. He could write a John Prine style song about bringing his toddler daughter to dump the body of his wife he just murdered, explaining to the kid why he murdered her mother.

Remember when Eminem did that?

He put a photo of a body in a trunk on the cover.

Why was he allowed to do that and become a multimillionaire and I got banned from using banks and social media and .com websites for the rest of my life for a joke about a fat woman having a heart attack?

Eminem also rapped about raping his mother and killing all homosexuals. Also, about causing school shootings. And carrying around a blowup doll with a dildo attached and using it to anally rape women on the streets. That was just in one song.

What’s he doing these days, I wonder?

Huh.

Interesting.

I do wonder about this whole “banned from everything forever because of that joke you made about that dead woman.” I can’t put my finger on it, but it seems like something else is going on, as apparently, some people are actually allowed to make edgy jokes and it’s not really a big deal.

Anyway, Jason’s divorce songs are not full-pussy, but still pretty whiny. But there is one where he talks about how everyone treated him as the bad guy during the divorce, where he drops an f-bomb and lets a bit of anger out.

I’m going to post the full lyrics, because I know 70% of you hate this music but are interested in the concepts (while the other 30% hate the music and are just waiting for me to get back to the topic of my agenda to exterminate the Indian race):

Take your hand off my knee, take your foot off my neck
Why y’all examining me like I’m a murder suspect?
If I got a little loose, I just forgot to be afraid
But I started out a true believer, babe

Lot of dangerous memories, a lot of bars in this town
But oh, to have loved and lost and then still stuck around
But I heard God in the rhyme, I crawled out of the grave
And I guess I’m still a true believer, babe

All your girlfriends say I broke your fucking heart, and I don’t like it
There’s a letter on the nightstand I don’t think I’ll ever read
Well, I finally found a match, and you kept daring me to strike it
And now I have to let it burn to let it be

I can’t remember my dreams, I guess it could be the meds
But the sound of you screaming won’t get out of my head
I still remember the fever ‘fore it started to fade
I really was a true believer, babe

All your girlfriends say I broke your fucking heart, and I don’t like it
There’s a letter on the nightstand I don’t think I’ll ever read
Well, I finally found a match, and you kept daring me to strike it
And now I have to let it burn to let it be

Like the stain on your teeth, I’m as stubborn as wine
Just when you think that I’m beaten, I get up every time
So when we pass on the highway, I’ll smile and I’ll wave
And I’ll always be a true believer, babe

He’s describing a situation that virtually all men go through in a modern divorce: the woman has created a situation where all of “your friends” are really her friends, and then when she decides to dump you and take all your money and children from you, all those “friends” you had turn on you and claim you’re an abuser.

He also talks about God pulling him out of the wreck that the woman created, which is of course very good. He doesn’t appear to have started drinking again. Though I would wonder what kind of pills he’s taking that make him forget his dreams. Xanax does that to me, which is why I don’t take it very often. My dreams are very important to me. If it wasn’t for that, I would be scarfing up Xanax like Waffle House smothered and covered hash browns, because life is extremely stressful, particularly with all of these Indians trying to scam and spam me at every corner.

So, I posted my email and my messenger app like a month ago and I’ve been trying to slowly reply to everyone. More than that, I’ve been trying to read them all, and then at least reply with a “thanks, bro” or whatever.

It’s important to me to do. There are still over a thousand of these left, currently. But if I haven’t responded to you, that’s why. Because it is really a lot of messages.

All of these kind words really mean a lot to me. I can’t even say how much they mean. When someone says “you changed my life,” that reminds me that this has all been worth it, and when it is thousands of people not only feeling this way, but bothering to send me a message saying it, it’s a deep hit.

But just so everyone knows, I am going through all of these. Several of them are from internet famous people, who I would want to prioritize, and some number of others are literally sending me news articles (please do not send me news articles). Frankly, I wish I had a way to filter these, but I honestly don’t. I could hire a PA to view these, but that would seem like a violation of people’s privacy, and also, some of you (not enough, quite frankly) are asking for private Bitcoin or ETH addresses, and I don’t really have a PA currently who I would want to put that responsibility on.

If Anyway Wants to Donate

You can contact me privately for a private, unique address. I just don’t know how long it is going to take me to respond.

You can also send Monero:

4BHE9T5HUqbRzsAaq5grGq31G3JevBD1RBNbRdWQLg8ESYugNNyyAnt2JL9ZuWA1w72g4LPr25rSHjQJS6MwANT3MMJFA16

Anyone who doesn’t understand Bitcoin privacy measures or who is using an app like Venmo or CashApp or Coinbase needs to get a private address from me, or you will risk your own privacy and also get banned from whatever app. If you do understand Bitcoin privacy, however, here’s a public address:

bc1qgt4l9utmpppawflae0lu2w3dthyam67xmw7en8

Again, only use that if you know what you’re doing, and know your Bitcoin is not linked to your real name.

I’ll do another donation drive after I’ve gotten through more of these messages, when I have time to see who is asking for an address.

Also, if you have an old address I sent you, you can use it again. No one other than you has used it before (and a lot of you didn’t ever use them).

I’m writing less now, though I think it is ultimately going to be a lot better writing, but the site still costs the same amount of money to keep online. So everything is appreciated.

But the love is apparently appreciated more, otherwise I would just automatically delete any message that was not offering to send money instead of reading thousands of them.

Now, for the Important Part: Fasting Updates

So, basically, I’m on day 8 or I guess going into day 9 if we count the hours instead of the days.

Here’s the deal: after the first 7 days, you are not really tired anymore. I went to the gym yesterday. I didn’t do strength training, because that seems ill-advised, but I did a kind of woman’s exercise I guess you would call it, high reps with low weights. I also went for a pretty significant weight, though I don’t use a cellphone so I don’t know how long it was. Thirty minutes at a reasonable pace.

My message to fat people is this: there is no reason you can’t just do this for months on end. I could honestly keep this up for months without any problems. If I was fat. As it is now, I am going to stop on day 12 or 14, depending on what the scale says, because I never had the body fat necessary for this and I’m already losing muscle mass.

However, I guess if fat people could do this, they wouldn’t be fat in the first place. I have never understood fatness, other than as a kind of compulsive behavior. Which maybe I could compare to my own drinking, although most people who are fat also drink, so idk if that really helps explain it, and further I’ve quit or reduced drinking whenever I thought it was a problem. I obviously haven’t drank alcohol during this fast, and I’ve decided to push the alcohol free life out after the fast until the Easter feast, so another month or so. A bit more than a month.

So no, I don’t understand fatness, and I’ve largely decided that offering advice to the fat is a useless endeavor, because there are a billion obvious ways to stop being fat. The only advice I could give is psychological or spiritual, tell people they should have more respect for themselves and for society and God, as they are pissing in the face of the universe by abusing themselves this way. Because it’s not the same thing as being a drunk or a drug addict or whatever other thing, as when you are fat, you make it everyone else’s problem, you wear this sin on you everywhere you go, for all to see.

But yes, just to be clear: if you are fat, there won’t be any negative health effects if you just completely stop eating until you’re not fat anymore, and it’s really not that difficult, especially after the first 3 days and then especially after the first week. It’s just a matter of willpower, and if you are fat and don’t have the willpower to stop being fat, I can’t really think of any reason you should be alive at all. I don’t mean that in a mean way, I’m just stating it as a fact.

Fatness to me is the ultimate surrender, and I think the only reason it is not worse than suicide is that fatness is reversible, while suicide is not. But there is clearly more honor in suicide than in living your life as a fat.

Of course, I’m mostly talking about the irredeemably fat American. Many have an extra 15 or so pounds they’re carrying around, just because work sucks and sleep is hard and you have to eat easy food and various other reasons. It builds up over time and before you notice you’ve got these extra pounds. This is very easily solved by a fast. Honestly, that isn’t really necessary, and can just be solved with basic keto and “intermittent fasting.”

But I think fasting is more than just weight loss. I feel more joyful and at peace than I have in years, and I can feel that when I go for my health checkup, bloodwork and so on, probably a week after I finish the fast, I’m going to get incredible results that show I’m 20 years younger than I should be.

It’s also nice to not think about sex, I would say. Based on the data, I’m going to be thinking about sex more when the fast is over, because of what it does to the endocrine system. But it is a nice break.

Part of male health is that if you are healthy, you think about sex all the time. Nb4 “fat slobs constantly masturbate” – that, my friend, is not about sex. That is just using masturbation to release dopamine. Those fat wankers are not actually interested in sexual intercourse or they would not be fat. And when you are a certain weight, you just don’t have the testosterone to be motivated towards seeking sex.

Have I written about how pornography abuse has nothing to do with sex and is entirely about stimulating a heroin-like dopamine response in the brain? It seems like I would have written about it. It feels like I’ve written about everything. But yeah, if you have healthy testosterone levels, the impulse is to go straight Duran Duran.

Them niggas was so revved out they were running through the streets of Sri Lanka trying to find a piece of ass. They were running up to street kids, like “have you seen any pussy around here?”

What a strange video. The lyrics are straightforward, but when you’re watching the first half, you’re like “maybe the video director misunderstood and thought Stephen Duffy was hunting for some pajeet who scammed his grandma out of his life savings,” but then it turns into a sex thing later on in the video. The dark woman painted in the jungle that he’s trying to rape, but she’s got claws, actually does fit the song I think.

Otherwise though, the video really is baffling. It’s directed by Russell Mulcahy, who later directed Highlander, which is a pretty competent film. I don’t know what exactly he was thinking setting the video for a song about hunting for pussy on the streets of Colombo. He is gay, like Arthur C. Clarke who was roaming the streets of Colombo hungry like the wolf for young boys, so maybe well into production he was like “wait, Duran Duran is a heterosexual music group?”

(Did I write about Arthur C. Clarke? I can’t remember if I did or if I just meant to. Dude was a fucking sicko, and also is the inspiration for much of the current ideology of the WEF/transhumanist/globalist/wtvr, almost like a spiritual father of that whole line of thinking. A Space Odyssey is freaking epic, of course, but we can thank Kubrick for that, who did most of the work. Clarke’s novel was literally published after the film, an adaptation of the film. And the sequels, like all of his other books I’ve ever read, were total tripe. But he did do things like invent the space elevator. He was sort of a serious theorist for all of this transhumanist and space conquest stuff, so it’s not at all surprising he was a homo, calling in 9 year old street boys to play with his pet monkey and then ramming his other monkey into their anuses. Basically, a space elevator is the only way you could actually build a serious space ship, because you would have to build it in space because there would be no way to launch it if you built it on land, and the space elevator would be the only way to get enough materials to build it in space.)

But as regards normal human sexuality…

In real life, you could rape any woman you wanted if it wasn’t for the evil badge niggers. But if course, the whole planet is swarming with badge niggers, inhibiting man’s natural “right to rape.” But the women do have claws, they’re just, you know, metaphorical. I hate all of the old PUA lingo, but “shit test” is the term we must use. Women try to claw you with emotional and psychological attacks. Testosterone levels and a strong sense of self (the former is necessary for the latter) is what allows these attacks to be slapped aside, as if you were slapping aside her attempts to physically strike you. No man should ever be able to be hurt by a woman. Except his mother, because she hurts him when he can’t defend himself. The basic physical reality is that any man should be able to look at a woman and understand that he could grab her throat, flip her around, rip off her clothes and have his penis inside her in a matter of like, 5 seconds. At any point.

Not that you should do that. I mean, it’s fun and hilarious, but it’s illegal and immoral. It’s actually not super immoral if she’s an unmarried virgin and you’re planning on marrying her and have the money for the fine.

But in the days when Biblical morality reigned, we were not being swarmed on by badge niggers. So I’m not encouraging rape. What I am trying to say is that if you’re ever in a situation where you feel like a woman has power over you, you’ve seriously screwed something up, badly, because it is a basic reality of biology and physics that she doesn’t have any power over you. Unless she calls the cops. Because they do have total power over you and they can do whatever they want to you, including kill you or throw you in a cage and torture you.

But the point was… the point I was getting at before the Duran Duran thing… let’s see here…

It’s important to take care of your testosterone. Fasting, in every study, improves it. The other thing is diet, which is an issue that should be covered separately, but I’m very pro beef (grassfed). I’m not really on the dairy train. I know everyone is constantly talking about raw milk, and I’ve never had a regular supply of that to test personally, but the data on that is pretty mixed. I don’t mean the bullshit that you’re going to get like, a tummy ache or something and therefore it should be banned by the government. But just the general data. What I will say is that the fact that the government is so obsessed with preventing people from getting ahold of it does make me assume it is a miracle food, I just can’t vouch for it. I can vouch for beef. I think beef should be at the core of the diet, with some kind of healthy fish (preferably fresh, though that is obviously hard if you don’t live on a coast) at least once a week and probably twice a week.

The other obvious thing is strength training. There is no question that this raises testosterone. However, what I want to really stress about that is that you need to measure your strength against your body weight. That is what matters. Increasing your body weight in order to increase your strength is stupid and pointless and a sign of serious insecurity and mommy issues – or, it’s a situation where a shorter guy thinks it will make him more attractive to women. If you’re under 5’10” or whatever, you can be 350 lbs of solid muscle, and based on your physique, you will have less sexual market value than a lanky skinny-fat guy who is 6’1″. Going into this insane body building is a waste of time and it isn’t even healthy. It gets really unhealthy, actually. It destroys your body. In terms of sexual marketplace value, you would be much, much better off spending that time getting rich, because women actually respond to that. Always measure your strength based on your ideal weight, which is basically whatever weight you are when you have a flat stomach (not necessarily visible lower abs, but your “dick root” level with your belly button) and toned muscles.

I was watching some Game of Thrones episodes for some stupid reason, and saw Ramsay Bolton with his shirt off:

Obviously, his biceps are small (though in that photo he’s not flexing and he’s stretching his arms all the way out), but he’s got good tone throughout his body, the perfect amount of body fat. Good traps. Everything even.

If you watch the fight scene (which is bretty gud), you can see his back and the definition of his muscles when he moves.

I know a bunch of people are going to say he’s too skinny, but he’s actually basically the exact same size as the internet’s holy grail of male forms: Brad Pitt in Fight Club.

Brad’s got slightly bigger biceps, but he’s like ten years older than that kid playing Ramsay Bolton.

Here’s a secret they don’t tell you: everyone is obsessed with Brad Pitt in Fight Club because he’s dehydrated, which created the totally impossible muscle definition. This is just a magic trick. If you watch the film, and look at his arms and neck and even his face, you can see clearly he is not the same as in the shirtless scenes.

What I am saying is the goal of any diet/exercise routine should be fitness, not mass. Strength should be a goal, because strength training is probably the single best way to boost testosterone, but this totally and completely relative to weight and body fat levels. Ramsay Bolton in that picture above, or Brad in Fight Club, are going to likely have better testosterone levels than some lunatic body builder (assuming the lunatic body builder is not on drugs, which most of them are).

Again, women don’t care. Women want Brad Pitt in Fight Club and Ramsay in GoT. They don’t want a bodybuilder. Usually. But let’s refocus: all this talk of women and sex is sort of pointless. I talk about it because I know you’re all interested in it, but none of it has been particularly relevant since like 2008. At least if we’re talking about America or UK/Australia/Canada. Virtually all women are fat now.

What percent of women that you see out and about would you ever be interested in? Assuming we are respecting the totally and completely reasonable age of consent laws enforced by the satanic badge niggers. Ten percent? Maybe fifteen? And what percentage of men are in reasonable shape and/or wealthy or violent criminals or have some edge that you don’t have? The math is not in your favor.

Of course, you can find some woman, if you’re in shape and you’re making some money. But she will probably not marry you. She will “date” you for a while, then get bored, then just dump you like garbage. And if she does marry you, then what? She can divorce you at any point, for any reason or no reason, because there is no longer any such thing as a marriage contract (meaning that there is no such thing as marriage, technically), and you have no recourse. She can take your money, your house, your kids, just on a whim.

So the whole discussion is pointless.

If you want to roll the dice, go ahead. I’m not going to tell you not to. What I’m going to tell you is that the odds are not in your favor.

My advice is this: focus on yourself. Get healthy, get money, go to church and go to confession and take the Eucharist. Spend time with your parents, your siblings, your cousins. Cook your own food. Invite family to eat the food you cook. Do things you enjoy. Get into guns, get into rock climbing, hiking, whatever. Video games are fine, but do things other than video games. In fact, you should really set a timer on how much you play video games. If some new game you’re excited about comes out, I’m not going to judge you for no-lifing it for a weekend, but video games shouldn’t be a huge part of your life, certainly not the center of your life, but rather something you do for fun, to relax, maybe play online with old high school friends you don’t get to spend time with otherwise. (Unless you work in game development, then you’ve got a perfect excuse for being involved with video games full time.)

If you’re living like this, living for yourself, for your family, for God, and you run across a woman who seems viable (in real life not on the internet), get her number, go to lunch with her. Don’t be hungry. Or at least definitely don’t show it. Treat it as totally casual. See how damaged she is. Observe it. Don’t start asking her about how many niggers she’s fucked. Treat it like you’re mostly disinterested, you’re just willing to get to know her. Because it’s not you that needs to impress her, it’s her that needs to impress you. If you handle yourself correctly, she will pick up on that dynamic very quickly and adapt to it. See where it goes.

But if it ends up going somewhere, prepare yourself. Before marriage, hide as many of your assets as you possibly can. If you can’t get a second passport, hide it in crypto. Don’t ever let her know about whatever money you’ve got. Give her an allowance. If she asks about money, tell her “we’re fine babe, don’t worry about it.” Make her go to church and take it seriously. Don’t let her have friends that could potentially be a negative influence, meaning no single or divorced friends, don’t let her do “girls’ night,” do social events together with family and other married couples.

Obviously, there is so much more to say on that, but this thing we have here is already stretching the limits of my own established standards of labyrinthine meandering. Though I feel like we’ve covered a lot here, no? And it all does connect. It’s not really “stream of consciousness,” because at least in my view, that implies a lack of order, and I believe this is very orderly.

One might even go so far as to claim it is too orderly, and the coherence should be dialed down in order to make it more adventurous.

The Daily Stormer has always been staunchly pro-adventure.

In one of my fasting articles – which will continue until the fast is over and beyond, because I think it’s important and I care nothing if you disagree – I mentioned that I have “prostate and liver problems and crippling depression.” I wanted to follow up on that a bit, just to clarify that I am not having some kind of health crisis, as the statements could suggest without context.

It must be understood that this is relative. I have been a health psychopath for my entire life.

You merely adopted health psychopathy. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t eat seed oil until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but a plasticy taste!

I’m weighing these problems against my baseline, which is so much higher than the average American’s as to be completely sickening. During the coronavirus hoax, my health deteriorated some, due to the general status of the situation, as well as less healthy food and increased alcohol consumption.

I also developed a premature prostate problem, about a decade too early, with an unclear origin, which is a unique problem. It was originally told to me that it was bacterial, not an STD but some kind of bacteria which apparently can just appear, and I took the antibiotics and never tested positive for bacteria again, but had some lingering enlargement and though I never had to urinate more than usual, or had pain during urination, the urine stream was not as strong as it should have been for my age. I did a lot of reading, and developed a dietary and vitamin routine that more or less completely solved the problem, but though I haven’t had it tested again, I have felt my urine stream strength is not what it should be.

As regards the liver, when having my prostate examined with an ultrasound, they said I had slight liver fat, again not especially concerning, but early for my age and certainly irregular for someone with my body fat ratio. So, that was presumably the alcohol, which I’ve cut back on significantly (but refuse to abstain from, because I am not a cocksucking faggot). Any average American would have a much fattier liver than mine, even if they are a teetotaler, just because the average American is so fat they have fat in all of their organs (including their brains, by the way, which inhibits basic cognitive function). It’s likely that I’ve cut back on the drinking enough already that if I went and had another ultrasound it would be gone, but ultrasounds are sort of expensive and it made sense to do this along with bloodwork and other things after completing a serious fast.

In terms of “crippling depression,” that is a bit tongue in cheek.

I assume anyone who reads my work is aware that I’m an atypical personality, and that leads to all sorts of mental processes that are clearly not normal. I hesitate to go into that too much, because I wouldn’t want anyone to get the impression that I am claiming to be special. Though I would never call my grandmother a liar, it is an objective reality that I am categorically not special. I’m significantly more intelligent than the average person, though not a genius. I know my IQ, I’ve been professionally tested four times, I’m not going to post it for hopefully obvious reasons, and I’ve had conversations with a lot of people, and it’s a fact I can say with the greatest modesty that I am significantly smarter than the average person.

I’m unsure how well I’ve used that intelligence, and that will probably be left for others to decide after I’m dead. I will at least be remembered, which is more than can be said for someone on Wall Street with a similar level of intelligence who decided to deploy it more strategically.

The significantly above average intelligence is probably a prerequisite for having an atypical personality type. One would probably assume that. The average man is primarily concerned about sex, food, comfort, and social harmony, with only minimal curiosity about anything beyond these things. I would never want to disparage the quiet honor of the peasantry. Of course, I would and do do that. But it’s not because I want to, but rather because it is necessary to do so in order to understand the nature of reality. But I want to note that while sex, food, and comfort are base drives possessed by any animal, the peasantry has a more complex desire for social harmony than other mammals, and this can, under certain circumstances, lead to behavior which can appear noble, including opposition to injustice and perversion, which, if things are going awesomely, can lead to large scale violence.

I have a lot of comments on the way the left romanticizes the peasants while having zero understanding of them. I would actually say that beyond romanticizing them, they actually fetishize them. It’s an interesting psychological disorder. Now that brown people are the global proletariat, you have “queers for Islamic immigration,” which is more facially absurd, but frankly, it was not less ridiculous in the 18th century when wealthy lawyers were calling for Liberté, égalité, fraternité. The sad reality is that peasants deserve human dignity, justice, and nothing much else. But if you can incite them to mass violence, it is hilarious and highly profitable.

If you have curiosity about the nature of the universe, and specifically the nature, origin, and purpose of human existence, there is nowhere that can go other than into the darkness. I think that’s a pretty important observation that deserves some amount of reflection, and I would challenge anyone to challenge it.

I would actually go much further, or at least somewhat further (it’s also possible that this is just an observation that follows naturally) and say that the academy’s obsession with this cartoonish atheistic materialist framework is a psychological defense mechanism, which allows people with the intelligence needed to be curious to avoid confronting the darkness. Ironically, it’s exactly what they accuse religious people of doing, and this seems as though it should be painfully obvious to anyone.

“Well, you see, it’s all very simple. First, nothing existed. Then for some reason there was a gigantic explosion which created all matter. And then, there was an ooze, and for some reason single-celled organisms created themselves in the ooze, and then for some reason they transformed into fish, and then into monkeys, and finally into humans. We die and then just stop existing because consciousness is a function of matter somehow. There is no need to ask any further questions.”

This is so clearly a fairy tale created by men who are scared, like children, to actually start peeling back the layers of what exactly is going on here in so-called reality. Because if you start to peel that back, you are necessarily going to enter into a darkness, and it is a Herculean task to keep that darkness from swallowing you whole. This is why all men with anything interesting to say either died of alcoholism/drug abuse or suicide or became mystics.

I would like to become a mystic. I would like to be able to see the light better than I can right now. And I want to work to be able to do that. I do believe in a God of light, who is pure and good, but down here in this pit of the material world, a world of darkness, we are so very, very far away from His light. And the fact is, while alive, we are only ever going to see glimpses of this light, in the woods, in art, in our children and dogs. And, hopefully, somewhere inside of ourselves.

I have only slightly more respect for Jean-Paul Sartre than I have for William Faulkner, but No Exit is worth reading.

So, no, generally, things have not been particularly cheery for me. It’s been that way since I was a little kid, however. It’s been more acute at various points; probably, it is relatively acute these days. (Though it should be noted, this could be partially or entirely due to reducing my alcohol intake. Perhaps “midlife crisis” simply means “facing the impossible decision of drinking less alcohol or allowing your health to deteriorate.”) This is another thing that is difficult to state, because it sounds whiny (I did write about it quite a bit during the 2023 Illness Revelations and published some significant parts of those particular materials). But I think it’s relevant here, as it relates to the issue of fasting and spiritual development in general. That said, just to be clear, I do not have “clinical depression,” nor do I believe in the concept. Further, whatever war is going on inside my own head, it is by definition not “crippling,” as I am fully capable of carrying out all requisite life functions.

These are just some things I wanted to clarify to the reader. If you would prefer pointless political commentary, I would advise you to either stop reading, or kill yourself. This is my website, and I’m going to write whatever I want to write. And I think probably, reflections on health and spirituality provide much more of a service to society than informing you about the 327,892nd Gaza child the Jews killed or the latest tranny debacle.

We are alive, for some reason, and we are conscious of this life, and of ourselves, and it seems to me that it is of primary importance to attempt to understand the meaning of this. Prayer and fasting appear quite clearly to be requisite aspects of this process.

Every day you need to remind yourself that you are going to die. I would recommend doing it more than once per day, frankly.

It’s in the rosary: “Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.”

Something is going to happen when you die.

Journalist Lee Fang was a guest host for Glenn Greenwald’s System Update show on Rumble last week. Glenn needs to go on many vacations, I’m sure to, you know, experience cultures and so on. I’m sure that’s his main priority on all these vacations he’s constantly on.

Lee is one of the last real journalists. At least at the Intercept he was doing work that was really beyond what most all journalists are doing. He’s fine on podcasts, although he’s got that Chinese autism-like thing that 90% of Chinamen have. He’s not gay, by the way. With dapper East Asians it’s sometimes a bit ambiguous, especially when they’ve got his sort of interior design sense.

But he’s married and I think has kids. Hosting the show, he was really having problems monologuing, but I think he was mostly nervous and relying on a teleprompter. I don’t think he’s ever hosted a video show solo like that, so I won’t judge, but the shows were a bit dull.

I listened to most of the shows he did. He made a comment on Friday I wanted to comment on. Talking about the conflict between Russia and America, he noted that Russia’s media propaganda is all about how they are defending traditional Christian values against the satanic West, while America’s propaganda is all about how they are protecting democracy (which is basically a codeword for “satanism” at this point, though Lee didn’t mention that). His analysis is that both of these narratives are just propaganda, and this is actually just a power struggle between two large states. This is sort of too obvious and literal to be actually useful analysis. It’s like claiming that a gunfight is really about bullets flying in different directions propelled by the rapid expansion of gases generated when the gunpowder inside the cartridge is ignited by the primer. The actual question of interest when analyzing a gunfight is why the two parties involved are firing guns at one another, not the ballistics.

When we consider why the US and Russia are involved in this struggle, the propaganda of the two states is basically the straightforward explanation. There is nuance, because Russia is not really an ideal Christian state (though I think it is trying to be one, putting the standard amount of Russian effort into the project), and US-style democracy is not actually “freedom” but rather the opposite. But the basic narrative that this is a conflict rooted in differences in first principles is fundamentally true, and should be obvious.

Many or most former communist states, including former Russian states, have been fully or partially integrated into the Western system. None of those countries were anywhere near as powerful as Russia, but Russia spent the first decade and a half following the fall of communism making overtures to the West, pushing for collaborative ties, and they were successful in this endeavor with their energy relationship with Europe. But the US was intent on dominating Russia. But what does this domination entail? It is entirely about bullying Russia into accepting “Western democracy values,” which would mean abandoning the traditional values that Russia is striving to maintain.

When the United States claims that democracy countries do not have wars with each other, this is true. The reason is that the democracy ideology is fundamentally international and multicultural, and it is always dominated by the United States through the cultural manipulation that the US is so good at. If you allow democracy, that means you allow the Western media establishment (which they cartoonishly label a “free press”), which causes the population to adopt the American value system of materialism, consumerism, atheism, and the destruction of the family through normalization of decadent and deviant sexual norms. Meanwhile, the electoral system of democracy ensures that the power structure, controlled by the United States, can never actually be challenged. Even if you follow the rules the rules can be changed arbitrarily, as Romania’s Calin Georgescu recently discovered when he, as the election frontrunner, was banned from standing in the presidential election. If you are a democracy, you are under a full lockdown by the internationalist system that operates out of the United States, so there can’t be conflict.

Just so, Russia’s own mass media propaganda is absolutely correct that the United States is trying to force these values on Russia. Through the National Endowment for Democracy, USAID, a plethora of Soros-backed NGOs, the entire social media apparatus, and many other outlets, the US was actively spreading anti-Christian values in Russia, before these organizations were all banned by the Kremlin following the outbreak of the war.

So, while the propaganda might be an oversimplification, as all mass propaganda necessarily is, this is a pedantic argument. Defining it as a power struggle between states is technically true, but means nothing. The important issue is why the power struggle exists, and if Russia was a Western-style democracy, there would be no power struggle.

An important note is that the Russian elite do not have more wealth or power because the Russian state is resisting the Western system. Although Putin personally would have a problem if Western democracy were to triumph in Russia, the rich of Russia would end up with more money and not have to give up any power. When Romania went in on democracy, Nicolae Ceaușescu did not do well, but the elite made out like bandits, as the Western democracy system allowed for much more aggressive looting than the former communist system did. It was the political elite of Romania that sold Ceaușescu down the river, as they had made deals with the West that would allow them to privatize state assets.

One could claim that it is overly romantic to portray Vladimir Putin as a crusader fighting in defense of historical Christendom against the Western hordes of satanic perverts, but even the most cynical analysis would have to frame Putin as fighting for a personal legacy as a great man of history, and that legacy of greatness can only be based on the defense of traditional Russian identity. (No one is going to remember Mikhail Gorbachev or Boris Yeltsin as great men of history.) Therefore, the romantic and cynical interpretations of the personal motivations of Putin and his inner circle mean the same thing, and therefore any pontification of his personal motivations is a pointless distraction.

America is a satanic entity entirely controlled by Jews who hate Jesus Christ and all human normalcy. As Saint Paul said, the Jews are the enemies of all mankind. That is the core of the struggle between America and its enemies, and therefore, the simplistic narratives of the media apparatuses of both America and Russia reach a fundamental truth that Mearsheimerian power theory completely fails to address.

It’s quite possible that the ultimate agenda of James Bowman is to drive me over the edge.

He’s gone completely off the res, and has hired a team to spam 4chan with hardcore memes of himself.

This is the same thing that Kamala Harris did with coconuts and brat. It’s the precise strategy being copied by Bowman, but he is taking it to the ultimate extreme. This astroturf campaign must be costing tens of millions of dollars.

Where is the money coming from? The mysterious and elusive Thiel Network, which I’ve heard on good authority (reliable and serious people) is at the center of many important conspiracies? Or is the funding coming from some even darker and more perplexing network?

Why would he do this? What is he trying to achieve by astroturfing these memes of himself?

What is his end game?

I feel personally targeted. I hate these memes.

Here’s the Editor’s Pick of the Week:

And the Runner-Up:

Followed by the primo collection.

I’m still technically on day 4 of a complete fast, but I’m almost at the end.

At this point, I’ve begun wondering: is 8 days really a good goal? Or should I try to push it further?

I guess that will depend on how I feel on day 8, but I’m thinking right now that there is no reason to not just keep pushing this to 10 or more days.

There is no real problem here. I don’t have high energy. I think if I was trying to write it would be difficult. But there is no suffering, and in fact, there is a kind of euphoria, which is a nice feeling.

When my mind wanders, I start to say “wow, I better go eat something,” and then I remember. But that’s all. It’s not really difficult for me. Though I’ve always been good at suffering and at self-discipline, so maybe I’m unique.

But if I’m going to 8 days, and I am definitely going to do that because I already told myself I was going to do that, then why not go further? I’m not going all the way to Easter, because I’m losing 0.5 kilos (1 pound) per day, and so that would not be viable.

But I feel great. Everyone should do this. I think most people could do this while working, if they used coffee (black, obviously, although I shouldn’t have to say that – black coffee has zero calories). How hard actually is your job? But to be fair, I quit my job because it sucked and it was boring and everyone just complained and I didn’t make any money, so now I can sit around and discover for the third time in my life just how shitty William Faulkner actually is. Man, is he shitty. He’s actually somehow worse than James Joyce. I thought maybe with my head in a bit of a different space, I’d be able to “get” what I was apparently “missing” in Faulkner, but there is nothing to get. It’s just complete garbage.

Most literature, in fact, is garbage. At least 90% of celebrated literature is an “emperor has no clothes” situation where people are supposed to believe it is good because someone who convinced them they are smart told them it is good. Some of the aesthetics are interesting, but if there is no commentary beyond “life is shitty and people are sad and also look at how clever I am,” then what is actually the point of wasting your time?

I do think there are a lot of good books, however. Because there are just so many books. But I have always felt I needed to go through and read the “celebrated literary classics,” and though I’ve done many of them, so many of them I end up just saying “what the hell am I doing here? Why is this worth my time?” Faulkner is especially painful because it is just so much work. I would rather dig a ditch. Maybe it’s not worse than Infinite Jest, and it’s just that Infinite Jest doesn’t have so many words that I do not recognize. But I would rather read Infinite Jest than Absalom, Absalom!, and I would rather dig a trench in the Donbass than read Infinite Jest.

Show me a man who would rather read Absalom, Absalom! than watch Inferno with Jean-Claude Van Damme, and I’ll show you a yellow bastard who deserves to die in the most humiliating way imaginable.

I have been rereading the bibliography of Ed Brubaker. I’m almost done with the Criminal omnibus and I’m not sure what I have to say about this just yet, other than that it is better than everything anyone ever won a Pulitzer for, combined.

Check the list. I’d say maybe Sinclair Lewis, I guess Steinbeck just because I mean, okay. Upton Sinclair, maybe. And yea, The Old Man and the Sea is good. Norman Mailer should have been hanged right alongside John Updike. Some of these are black women (????). They literally put Michael Chabon on there. I’m serious. Empire Falls is fine I guess. Cormac McCarthy should have been exiled to a toxic waste zone like in Stalker. Then after 2007, it’s just DEI and standard Jewish nepotism. Except for maybe the Sympathizer, which I guess is DEI because it’s anti-American and written by a Viet traitor.

Honestly, I haven’t read all those books. Obviously I haven’t. It would take forever. But I’m familiar with most of them, and I did a project a few years ago where I tried to read parts of all of them. Maybe there is some gem in there I’m missing. But actual good stories are not on the list. How is it possible you don’t give the prize to books people actually enjoy reading? What are these literature people trying to prove?

Why did Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas not win in 1971? Um…

How did Kurt Vonnegut never win anything? Elmore Leonard? Philip K. Dick? Tom Clancy?

You want to tell me “To Kill a Mockingbird” is better than “Clear and Present Danger”? This is like some straight-up tranny-tier gaslighting.

How is it possible that The Bonfire of the Vanities, possibly the greatest American novel this side of Moby-Dick, lost in 1987 to… some book I’ve literally never even heard of?

How did neither Aldous Huxley nor Anthony Burgess ever win for anything?

Here’s the real question: how in the actual fuck does Michel Houellebecq not win every single year he publishes a novel?

He is the master of the universe. No living writer begins to compare, and very few of the dead ones do. And people actually admit that, probably because much of the material is just as vulgar as anything Cormac that old coot put out and the people reading it don’t understand that they’re the ones being targeted. Well, maybe since he published that Islam book, people do sort of understand who is being targeted here.

I don’t know. Maybe I’ll read more of these Pulitzer books and try to gain some further understanding of what is going on. They are not all anywhere near as torturous as Faulkner, which is literal ditch-digging labor to read. I’m not reading any of those books by niggers though, I can tell you that much.

Anyway, yeah, I started with Ed Brubaker, and specifically Criminal, which is the best of his comics work. The character studies are as good as anything you’re going to find in pulp crime fiction for sure, but sometimes the plots are pretty strained, and feel a bit rushed. And the women are written poorly. And the way men, who are supposed to be very hard, deal with women, is not realistic. But the reflections on male emotional motivations and the complexity of identity are pretty good, and it’s fun, even when the plots sort of collapse in on themselves.

Part of the issue with comics is that they are first a visual medium before a literary medium, and Brubaker uses Sean Phillips, who is one of the single best comic artists of all time, and the books would be worth looking at even if you didn’t bother reading the words. It can become hard to separate the art from the writing.

Criminal is largely a tribute/homage/rip-off of Sin City, and it is not as good. It’s much different. But Sin City was always tight as a noose. It also didn’t have leftist bullshit or stupid woman behavior or ridiculous reactions of hardened men to ridiculous women behavior, because Frank Miller is a fascist and he’s Irish and he doesn’t fuck around with pansy nonsense.

But then you have the “visual medium” issue, and is Miller, who drew the books himself, as good of an artist as Phillips? It’s too different to really make a fair comparison.

In some perfect universe, Frank Miller would write a new Sin City story and let Phillips draw it. Miller is only 68, but he might be too wasted to actually do anything of value at this point. Those last Dark Knight stories he did were complete trash. Like, straight irredeemable garbage. To the point where I don’t even know if he wrote it. It was about like, Trump being a fascist? Controlled by the Joker and Darkseid? I guess he was trying to get back into good graces after making a bunch of comments he wasn’t supposed to make. But it was like he told someone else “just write an apology book about Trump or whatever.” It was goofy and the satire wasn’t really even satire so much as just a cartoon. A total waste of Rafael Grampá’s art.

If that is what he is up to now, he couldn’t write a Sin City story. Or rather, he shouldn’t try. Time to do the proper and honorable Irish thing and die of liver failure alone in some dark room to be discovered days or weeks later, all bloated and stinking.

And that brings me back to the point about fasting.

When you fast, you can’t drink alcohol. I think this is necessary if you are prone to alcohol abuse. It’s much easier to stop drinking while stopping eating at the same time, because the drive for food definitely overpowers the drive for alcohol. My dreams are now all about food, not liquor. It also removes the sex drive, which also offers clarity.

Basically, everything you experience while fasting informs you as to why it is such a big thing in the Bible. Clarity of thought and purpose, calm, lack of sensuous desires, and various other things I’m not sure I can totally put into words yet.

Also, fasting cures cancer. Dr. Joseph Sun, who is not Jewish, is proving that chemo therapy is a gigantic big pharma scam that just poisons people and has a success rate somewhere in the range of Alcoholics Anonymous, while cancer cells are very hungry all the time, much more so than healthy cells, so when you cut off the food, the cancer cells are the ones to get eaten by the body first.

Also, you lose a pound a day. So if you’re twenty pounds overweight, fast for twenty days.

It also boosts testosterone and increases sexual health generally, which will help you keep the weight off.

This will solve every problem.

Of course, you have to have eat good food, but one would think that should be obvious. The government is poisoning us. All of this gluten free shit – go eat pasta every day in Italy and see if you still have “gluten sensitivity.” They are poisoning the food. Maybe it’s not a conspiracy, and it’s just that they use the cheapest ingredients possible and there are no regulations because America is so cartoonishly corrupt that lobbyists write laws, but it has the same effect: you are being poisoned by food. Not even third world countries allow this shit, other than Mexico, for obvious reasons (it’s right next to America so there is much overlap).

I used to fight the Jews but I’ve now come to the transcendental understanding that Jews are only possible because everyone is so pathetic. If men were not so pathetic, the extent of the Jewish problem would be exclusively based on the supply of firewood.

After day three of complete fasting, you are finished digesting whatever food was left in your belly. At this point, you have energy, even though that is counterintuitive. This is because digestion is one of the most energy-intensive activity your body does.

Once your body is finished digesting whatever is left in your system, you get a boost of energy. It’s still not as much energy as you have when you’re eating food, however. But it’s much better than the first three days of the fast.

I’m fully convinced now that this is a magical cure for all ailments, which is why it is in the Bible and all of the other holy books, and also why it is never encouraged by modern medicine. If you read the Chinese medical papers, they are recommending it constantly, because the Chinese are not sickeningly corrupt like the Americans, where every medical study tells you to take the newest drugs from Pfizer.

The NIH is publishing these studies now, because they are peer-reviewed and they sort of have to publish them, but let’s check the names of the doctors.

(I’m aware some of those are Korean names, so please do not feel a need to tell me that. The point remains: they are outside of the Western pharma system.)

Now, let’s see what Finnell, Saul, Goldhamer, and Myers are saying.

Interesting, no?

It’s almost like Jews are really bad people who don’t care about your health. If I didn’t know they were God’s chosen ones, and therefore incapable of wrongdoing, I would really wonder about that.

Although I don’t feel as tired as I did the last couple days, I’m not sure how much I’ll be able to contribute to the site over the next few days. I might do some small things. I watched Theo Von’s interview with Candace Owens, and I’ve never been more impressed with her. Frankly, she seems to be the only right-winger in America with any integrity at all. She’s been doing interviews with Harvey Weinstein, and putting together a documentary series showing he’s not guilty of those things he was charged with, which is obviously something I said from the beginning.

All these right-wing internet people are such unbelievable scumbags. It’s unbelievable. Right-wing personalities are the taxi drivers of the internet. These people would fuck you over, throw your mother down stairs for $8. They’d drown a baby to avoid an uncomfortable conversation with an FBI agent.

I recommend fasting to everyone, particularly anyone with any kind of lingering health issues. I should also note that I have alcoholism, but when not eating, there is no feeling of a need to drink either. I think anyone with a basic willpower can stop eating if they want to. Most people have no willpower, because this society doesn’t teach it and it doesn’t reward it. But not eating is not exactly the most difficult thing I’ve ever done, or even anywhere close.

I have a prostate problem, a liver problem, and crippling depression. I’m expecting this to solve all of these problems.

My objective now is eight days, but I might push it further if I think that seems like a good idea. Ten days seems like a good round number, but then so does 14 days.

If you’re thinking about this, I would not worry about muscle mass loss. It will all come back quickly. And frankly, you probably have a lot more fat than you’re aware of, which will disappear long before muscles start to atrophy. I mean, if you’re anything like the average person in America, you could fast for months on end and never lose muscle mass. Of course, you can’t work out while you’re fasting, you can only pray and relax and apparently blog about it.

Just so you understand, I am doing an eight day complete fast to try to fix my health and also for spiritual reasons.

I believe running this website has completely destroyed my health, and I’m extremely bitter about this. My bitterness knows no end.

I’ve also realized that I’ve only created this website for the same group of people to read every day, and most of them were not especially appreciative. Also, many people “borrowed” my content and monetized it, while leaving me in the poor house.

Now, I will try to fix my health.

I suppose that because most people are retarded, I need to say that this is a bit tongue-in-cheek.

I don’t really care about not making money or destroying my health or anything else. I don’t care about anything at all, actually.

I used to care about trying to save the world from the Jews, but then realized this was a total waste of time, because everyone is retarded and gay. So now, I’m considering becoming a fentanyl addict.

Anyway, I’m only going into day three of the fast, so I’ll see if I’ll write something during it. I don’t feel like writing anything right now, I can tell you that, and frankly, I don’t feel like writing anything ever again, because this is so boring. I have never been this bored.

The term “racism” along with accompanying terms such as “white supremacy” have been thrown around wildly for over a decade now.

Shockingly, the term “racism” has not really been defined in any serious way, but the implication of the term is that there are people who hate people for no other reason than “the color of their skin.” It makes little sense that anyone would have this emotion, but the number of people who do have this emotion, and why they have this emotion, is not something that has been investigated. We are simply told that many people, in fact all white people, have this emotion, and they must be stopped.

Many people investigating this phenomenon of racial strife all of a sudden becoming the most important issue in the world have pointed out that the mainstream media began using these terms profusely after the 2008 financial crisis and the beginning of the Occupy Wall Street movement, when the banking elite had reason to attempt to divide the population, for fear that right and left could be united behind an anti-banker movement.

The media began constantly talking about the threat of racism, and then the population, easily swayed as it is by media hysteria, began to believe that racism was the core problem in society. The charts seem to speak for themselves.

It’s a clever ruse, to be sure. Whereas the corruption of the banks and the government that works for them is a problem that could be solved, people having a secret emotional state is not something that can ever be solved. You can hunt for it for all of eternity. By redirecting public attention to this kind of spook, you’ve nullified the threat that they might join together in opposition to a real world problem which has a real world solution.

The fact that the media created a mass moral panic over this secret emotion of “racism” is fascinating, but despite what many on the right would claim, it does not tell the whole story of racial strife in America.

A Secret White Supremacist Conspiracy?

One of the things that the media racism promoters did was point out that black people are imprisoned at a rate much higher than whites. They also pointed out that blacks have a much lower average income than whites. What they claimed was that the only possible explanation for these differences in social outcomes was “racism.” The basic premise, which usually went unstated, was that “everyone is the same.” If every person of every race has the same ability, then if the outcomes are different, there must be some diabolical secret plot by white people to hold back nonwhites.

Unfortunately, those on the right refused to respond with the obvious explanation for why blacks and other races have worse outcomes than whites, which is that they are biologically different from whites, and therefore cannot be expected to have the same outcomes. If you are unwilling to state this obvious reality because you are afraid of being called “racist,” then there is no way to respond to the claims being made by the racism promoters. If all people are exactly the same, then it is simply a plain fact that if they have different outcomes, the only explanation is that there is a secret conspiracy against them.

However, it makes no sense that the different races would be exactly the same. They don’t look the same. They have drastically different histories. Why would they have the same intellectual abilities, or the same propensity for violence? No one has ever explained that, and instead, we are simply told that it would be very rude and hurtful to talk about it. It is anti-intellectual in the extreme to claim that because a truth is hurtful, it should be covered up, but even if you are extremely concerned about avoiding hurting someone’s feelings, could we not easily argue that the denial of the difference in races has led to much more hurt than whatever feelings would be hurt by acknowledging it?

Further, the claim that there is a secret racist conspiracy, that white people who are publicly so afraid of being called “racist” that they will hand over their entire society to a leftist mob are in secret plotting to hurt black people out of sheer nastiness, and moreover that it is impossible to discover evidence of this conspiracy, is a bit outrageous, is it not? Hinging your entire worldview on the theory of a massive conspiracy that cannot be traced is nonsensical, and yet this has been allowed because of the culture of silence enforced around the issue of racial differences.

In order to explain away the need for this massive conspiracy to hurt the feelings of nonwhites out of meanness, advanced racism theory came up with the idea that white people are racists without even knowing they are racists. They are programmed like Manchurian candidates by unspecific forces with an underlying desire to hate people for the color of their skin, for no specific reason. This seems even dumber, no?

Race is Very Obvious

People are aware that intelligent people tend to have intelligent children. They are aware that people who are tall tend to have tall children. They are aware that genetic traits are heritable. So, why then would entire genetic groups not share traits? Oh, but they do share traits. Africans have black skin, for example, a trait shared among their genetic cohort. They have larger, flatter noses, they have different shaped skulls, they are faster, they have more lean muscle mass, they have higher levels of free testosterone. If there is a white supremacist conspiracy to keep blacks out of the Ivy League, it seems there would also need to be a black supremacist conspiracy to keep whites out of the NBA.

In fact, the difference in skin color gives away the truth about the difference in intellectual ability. The biological pressures in Africa, where the sun is very hot, are different than the biological pressures in Europe, which was covered in ice for much of its history. Blacks developed dark skin because this is very useful for people who are out in the sun all day. The reason that blacks were brought over as slaves is that it was much easier for them to work in the sun all day on a Southern plantation, because they were genetically adapted to the sun in a way that white people are not.

In prehistoric times, before technology provided people with easy comfort, humans had to worry about meeting their basic needs for food and warmth before anything else. In a place without winter, you do not have to worry about freezing to death. Furthermore, food is very abundant, all year. What this means is that black people did not require the intellect to make plans to prevent themselves from freezing, the skills to stockpile enough food for the winter, when there would be no food available. If a person in Europe failed to make these plans, they would die, and be removed from the gene pool, and therefore only those with the intelligence needed to plan and implement a strategy to make it through the winter would live to see their genes passed on to the next generation. The European winter had a way of removing those with the lowest intelligence from the gene pool. Meanwhile, Africa had a way of removing those who couldn’t outrun a lion from the gene pool.

This should all be very obvious, and it should be something that a clever child could work through logically without having it explained to them, if they were asked to analyze why it is that black people have such lower average performance in a developed society than whites.

The Other Reason for Promoting “Racism” Theories

While the data about the media promoting the unsolvable issue of racial differences as a white supremacist conspiracy in order to prevent the solvable issue of elite corruption from being addressed is convincing, there is another reason why the media began promoting this artificial hysteria about racism when they did, and that is because during this period, there has been a massive push for whites to accept replacement immigration from nonwhite countries.

The amount of immigration we have witnessed in the last 20 years, virtually all of it from nonwhite countries, is totally astonishing. Under normal circumstances, no one would tolerate this, but the development of “racism” theory, of the theory that anyone who acknowledges racial differences is ontologically evil, has created a situation where whites are afraid to speak out. When they do speak out, they are left with flaccid arguments about how they are not “racist,” and they are not against being replaced with brown people, they simply are opposed to unfettered “illegal” immigration. This is obviously not true. The white people who are bothered by immigration are bothered for reasons relating to the racial differences of the people coming in. All of the Somalians, for example, which have flooded the US since the 1990s, were brought here “legally.” No one would prefer a “legal” Somalian to an “illegal” Mexican, and if there were such a thing as an “illegal” Norwegian, people would not be talking about an influx of Norwegians at all. Beating people over the head with images of “evil people” who “hate the color of the skin” has neutered the opposition to the agenda to racially replace whites with nonwhites.

Interestingly, it is the same Wall Street bankers, corporate elites, and government officials who wanted people to stop talking about elite corruption by burying them in racial hysteria that wanted to flood America with nonwhites in the first place. They have several reasons for this. The most obvious reason is that flooding the market with cheap labor drives down wages. If real wages had remained static since the mid 1970s, McDonald’s workers in 2025 would be getting paid close to $50 an hour, and the biggest way that these wages have been artificially lowered is by bringing in nonwhite immigrants from poor countries. A bigger and perhaps more esoteric reason is the drive among the elites to homogenize the entire global population, to destroy differences between people, in order to create a kind of singular world system. After all, if there are no demographic differences between nations, then what is the purpose of nations? We might as well have a single world system in order to prevent wars and abuses by “rogue nations.”

It is extremely unfortunate that such a massive and destructive social engineering program could hinge on something as stupid as the claim that “all races are the same and anyone who thinks differently is evil and wants to hurt innocent people out of sheer meanness.” But that’s what happened. And we’ve now entered into the final stages of this program, as whites are a minority in America and white children a minority in virtually every Western European capital.

People are Just Going to Have to Get Over the Fear of Being Called Names

In order to try to turn this around, people are going to have to become comfortable with being labeled a “racist” for acknowledging racial differences. There is no way we can fight back against this scheme to replace us without addressing the fact that no, all races are not the same.

It was encouraging to see the pushback against the Elon Musk plan to replace white American workers with Indians. There was a time not long ago when Musk simply explaining that these immigrants would be brought in “legally” would be enough to silence any conservative criticism of his race replacement agenda, but this time, people were willing to say “I don’t care if it’s legal, I don’t want those people in my country.”

That said, most people are still afraid of actually saying that brown people are incompatible with Western society because of their genetics, and it still feels like we are a long way away from that. But these things can change quickly. And with Trump really going hard against many of the sacred cows of the left, it seems that now is the time to slip through with ideas relating to race. Although the conservatives did go along with the “I’m not racist, but” narrative, being guided by so-called “Jewish conservatives” like Ben Shapiro, many of the ideas from the left that were adopted by the right are now being questioned, and there seems to be less fear of hurting people’s feelings as the situation becomes more and more dire for white Americans.

Most of human history has been defined by large scale physical violence, so it is truly harrowing to look at the last few decades in America when fear of some sort of “emotional violence” became enough for people to allow their children’s futures to be stolen from them. White people have become incredibly soft, and that will have to change if we are to reverse course as we spiral down the drain.

The hope is that the “anti-racism” that we’ve been inundated with for these past decades is mostly a hangover from the utopian ideology of the baby boomers, and that as younger people have more influence on society, this utopian thinking will start to fade away. In order for that to happen, however, people are going to need to be brave, and start injecting ideas about racial differences into the public discourse.

Just to be clear, I’m still here.

I needed a minute.

But I said I’d do the memes. Also, I’m gonna publish something soon. Something fun. Might be retarded. Idk. I have no idea how people will take it. Something I wrote a long time ago, but am just now editing. It’s been long enough since I wrote it that I can’t remember reading it and it seems very funny, but we’ll see. Then I have some other things that will take longer. I’m also serious about weekly or maybe twice weekly (bi-weekly? None know the meaning of that word) normal essays like I always did, but which were suffocated by the news when I had no staff and had to work a job for money.

I think overall, people will be happy. Some people won’t be. Some will. Possibly more unhappy than happy. Idk. Don’t really care very much at this point tbh.

Oh and yeah, I’ll redo the cover of the site, make it more blog-like. And yes, I will link some kind of “best of” archive. At some point. Right now, I’ve got things going on. I’m juggling wheels within wheels. It feel like since quitting this news bullshit, and then literally turning off the news (unless it has to do with the Ukraine war), I’ve gotten a boost of creative energy. I’m literally dreaming more. What does that mean, I wonder? Does newsmedia somehow suppress dreams? Is that possible? Is it probable? It must necessarily suppress creativity and suffocate the soul, but I think everyone already knew that.

Anyway, regarding doing something different, this is what I decided: it’s better to fail than not try. I don’t think it’s better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all (unless you lost her on the bottom of a lake after she threatened to divorce you). But with work, specifically creative work, you have to know what is in you, how far you can max it out. Actually, I don’t think that is special for creative work. I think whatever your work is, if you don’t max it out, you’ll never know what you’re capable of. And maxing it involves max risk.

Of course, I don’t have any risk. My website is still up. I can just go back to doing this at any time. People already offered me huge sums of money to keep doing it, which was tempting, because that was a big part of the problem in my mind, but I don’t think it is anymore. Now it’s about these other projects I want to do, and seeing if they work.

Again, I’m releasing one thing soon, just finishing the editing, but I don’t really want it to speak for future projects, it’s just a silly thing and editing it has gotten me in the mindset of editing, which is the most important part of writing anything of consequence, and something that specifically and explicitly was never a part of anything on the Daily Stormer, as evidenced by these several paragraphs here. Anyway, excited to share.

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